Can I learn to trust myself?
Can I learn to love myself?
I shouldn’t focus on the past.
I shouldn’t shut the door so fast
I put myself inside a box,
and tell myself the box stays locked
I ignore the things that scare me
and pretend that my routines will change me
But sometimes I think that I took too long
putting pieces into their places
The screens stay blank when I turn them on
walling me into smaller spaces but
I’m still out here
Bet you didn’t even know
I’ve been waiting
in the blue fluorescent glow
Did I get to know the others?
Did I learn their favorite colors?
What if they don’t even know me?
What if they don’t even like me?
I put the thoughts inside a box,
and tell myself the box stays locked
I deny myself affection, just to
try and spare myself rejection
And sometimes I think that I took too long
putting pieces into their places
The screens stay blank when I turn them on
walling me into smaller spaces but
I’m still out here
Bet you didn’t even know
I’ve been waiting
in the blue fluorescent glow
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